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We are not promised today or any other day! I have over 273 hrs of ink. I love ink, and Johnny Jackson. I'm the counter Manager at The Legenda ... active within 2 months |
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| Thursday, May 31 2007 10:41 AM |
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Hate Me.... |
Hate Me? Why, because I'm thinner than you, shorter than you, friendlier than you? Or is it because I have the Man you couldn't have, maybe because my hair is different than yours, that my eye's are green (sometimes)? Do you hate what I stand for? The freedom to be yourself, to decorate your body with beautiful art? No, maybe it's because you hate YOURSELF, what you have or don't have? That you can't express yourself with confidence because of the self loathing? I don't understand where the toddler mentality of name calling and spreading ridiculous rumors about me came from.
Will this all make you a better person? Is it going to give you the happiness, tranquility, and peace you need?
At what point do you make such an impact on someone's life that they feel the need to resort to threatening and slanderous phone calls at my place of employment? Is it then a personal vendetta against you or themselves?
I speak to every person I pass, with a smile. I hug children and my heart fills with warmth. I see a puppy and I want to play with it and allow it to lick me all over my face. I could not be a happier person with who I am today... I still though (wonder to myself) what I could have done to cause such a negative energy from a person, a woman. But, then I'm only human. So, I go on with my day, still smiling, laughing and feeling great about who I am. BUT, I CAN BE PROUD OF WHO I AM! Can you?
At what point does the hatred turn to flattery? Now, at this point..... Where it is obvious that I have something that they want... The freedom to be myself... or my happiness, my clear and pure heart and mind.Either way, I've accomplished what ever it is.
So now, I'm flattered by the envy that runs through some, I'm sorry I had to be the one you displayed these emotions to... but, I guess I play my whole role in this thing too.....
For every one of the negative outlooks I get at least 5 people being influenced by me in a positive way. Maybe it's the little girl at the restaurant I play peek-a-boo with, or the tons of e-mails I get saying I am an inspiration to them (they are what keeps me sane and going strong) . It all works out in the end.
I strive for happiness and beauty, I think they go hand in hand (no matter how you look... thin or not....blond or brunette... that is irrelevant )
I feel satisfied....Are you?
I'm happy in my life, I've never been happier with my beauty (inside and out)
SO, I leave you with this......
I try to make positive connections in my life. When I fail, I move on. I will NOT except negativity into my heart or my life.
I wish the BEST of life to all I know, even the ones that choose to be my and their own enemies. May good and positive things happen in your life too one day... Hopefully soon.... so you will leave my happy ass alone.... hahahahahh hahhahahha
This has pushed me to strive even harder to be the person I am and share it with the world with unbridled passion!!!!
THANK YOU!!!
Because even in your moment of negativity, I see positive results.!!!!
SICKCERLY,
Mizuz Inkaholik |
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johnnyjackson
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 Posted: Tue Apr 28, 2009 03:08 |
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its time we bust these bitches in thier asses with all the hating.
They will always hate what they cant have!
Stay strong stay loving and stay confident in your skin.
you are amazing. |
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mizuzinkaholik
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| Posted: Mon Oct 20, 2008 13:10 |
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>MIZUZ-
>YOU ARE A INSPIRATION TO ME PERSONALLY AND IM SURE YOU ARE TO TONS OF OTHER GIRLS THAT SEE YOU ON THE COVER OF A MAGAZINE, OR ON THE INTERNET OR WHATEVER. SINCE I GOT TATTOOED AT A VERY YOUNG AGE, WHICH WAS WHEN I WAS 14(MY DAD WAS FRIENDS WITH THE ARTIST) IT WASNT A JAILHOUSE TYPE THING, IT WAS DONE IN A SHOP, BUT TATTOOS WERENT AS WIDELY ACCEPTED THEN(12 YEARS AGO). BUT SEEING YOU WEARING YOUR TATTOOS PROUDLY AND BEING UNAPOLOGETIC FOR IT, MADE ME REALIZE THAT I SHOULDNT FEEL ASHAMED, I SHOULD BE PROUD. YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON, INSIDE AND OUT, YOU ARE A "TRUE BEAUTY".
>MUAH-CHELS
Thank you so much, that makes me feel like my work has not been done in vain..... :-) LOL Mizuz Kizuz |
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XXHUSSYXX
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| Posted: Sun Oct 19, 2008 13:33 |
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MIZUZ-
YOU ARE A INSPIRATION TO ME PERSONALLY AND IM SURE YOU ARE TO TONS OF OTHER GIRLS THAT SEE YOU ON THE COVER OF A MAGAZINE, OR ON THE INTERNET OR WHATEVER. SINCE I GOT TATTOOED AT A VERY YOUNG AGE, WHICH WAS WHEN I WAS 14(MY DAD WAS FRIENDS WITH THE ARTIST) IT WASNT A JAILHOUSE TYPE THING, IT WAS DONE IN A SHOP, BUT TATTOOS WERENT AS WIDELY ACCEPTED THEN(12 YEARS AGO). BUT SEEING YOU WEARING YOUR TATTOOS PROUDLY AND BEING UNAPOLOGETIC FOR IT, MADE ME REALIZE THAT I SHOULDNT FEEL ASHAMED, I SHOULD BE PROUD. YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON, INSIDE AND OUT, YOU ARE A "TRUE BEAUTY".
MUAH-CHELS |
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isurvivedtwice
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| Posted: Mon Sep 29, 2008 19:54 |
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| oh i hate you! ;)! hehe, (retarded joke i know.) i don't see how people can hate you, you are a gorgeous person inside and outside. i think tattoos only make the body more beautiful. wouln't you think so?? |
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mwilli09
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| Posted: Mon Sep 22, 2008 23:12 |
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| i just finished reading this and found myself smiling the entire way through. you're simply an amazing woman. and not only are beautiful on the outside, but most importantly, you're beautiful on the inside. and you know what, i admire you and your outlook on life. if more people would think the way you do, we'd all live happier lives. i love you, your beauty, and everything you stand for......you rock my socks girlie! =) |
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KendallFouts
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| Posted: Wed Jun 04, 2008 23:30 |
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I met you when I came into Texas Body Art to get a tattoo and my whole crazy family came. My parents are total skeptics about people who have tattoos and they absolutely loved talking to you. In my eye I see you as a role model for being who you are completely. If I had just an the smallest bit of your confidence and out look on life, I would be a much stronger person. When I was getting my tattoo and my family went to have drinks, you were nothing but helpful and treated me like you had known me forever. That type of person doesn't come around everyday. From the one night I was around you, you impacted not only me but also my family. You seem like an amazing person and have the confidence that I would kill for!! :-)
Kendall |
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piercedcarrie
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| Posted: Mon Jul 23, 2007 11:40 |
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| I have to deal with the same thing all the time because I am a world class piercer with a huge following and guest spots all over the country. People get so jealous of my talents and my outer beauty and then even more jealous of my confidence in myself that they turn into total haters. But I was in the Army and I am a strong woman. I don't take shit from anyone! |
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sgtlogan
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| Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 06:07 |
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| just re-read this again....i hope all has worked itself out for the good...just keep being a great inspiration to us all...i have truly benefitted from being your friend...great words my dear...great words... |
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VooDooGoddess
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| Posted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 20:08 |
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| I know who pissed you off ,,maybe...I'm sorry Sweet Pea! |
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johnnyjackson
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| Posted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 17:01 |
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| baby thank you for the wonderful birthday |
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mamaof4
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| Posted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 16:59 |
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Very simply and beautifully put. You are a beautiful person inside and out, I'm very glad to have met you on this site and would love to meet you in person some day.
I hope you don't let any of this CRAP in even for a second, you are an insperation because you are the person you want to be and not some made up fake person who tries to please other people. It's a shame that someone would make threats to you but that just shows how insecure they are in them selves.
Always stay the beautiful person that you are, they are just mad they can't be you.
MUCH LUV !!!!!!! from Y-town |
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sgtlogan
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| Posted: Fri Jun 01, 2007 04:47 |
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| very well put my friend...please don't let this get into your head at all....i have never met you in person...but you inspire me still...i can only hope to be half the great person you already are...stay beautiful my friend....john |
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mizuzinkaholik
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 20:43 |
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Thank you all so much, the big heart in me is weeping..... but not for myself.... for the souls of others... I love you all that support and love me... :)
~Mizuz Inkaholik |
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marlee
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 16:18 |
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the fact that you are absolutely happy with every aspect of your life negates any crapola some asshat tries to put off on you. this person is insecure, unhappy, maybe unloved and not even likable. it has got to be a really sad place to be, but trying to lay it off on you is lame. you just keep the attitute you have and you will be one of the lucky ones; most people go through life not knowing the things you have already figured out.
i am also a practical person though. if someone threatened you, make sure you have protection (sawed off shot gun is best) so this negative ugly entity cannot do anything to you physically. |
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jennyjo
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 15:58 |
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| Like I have told you before.....people are jealous because they know that everything you do is what they should be doing themselves....DO NOT let some nobody muther fucker piece of shit make your day go bad......they can either jump on the ban wagon.....or move the fuck out of the way so everybody can get on with their lives..........luv ya babe!!!! |
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GenaStarr
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 15:28 |
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| Went through the same thing not to long ago. I know you tried to come to an understanding with this person, just as I did. I know it bothers you when you know you haven't done anything to encite someone's wrath, all you're trying to do is live and be happy. I'll tell you what my sister told me when this situation arose not to long ago....God gives us windows of opportunities to show others love, kindness, and understanding even in the sight of trouble. When those ppl are unwilling to accept your kindness and try to prey on you, it's time to remove them from your mind. If they keep on and become threatening......it's time for The Man to step in and put an end to this. Cudos for being the bigger person. |
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bobothedog
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 14:49 |
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| well said it is their problem not yours keep on smilin |
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scorpio6661960
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 11:52 |
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It is truly a shame that you have been driven to this point by these outsiders who most likely do not even know you. You have the right positive attitude. A man much wiser than we once said, "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you..." They are the ones who need the help for they will have their just rewards in the end.
You are a much better person, so do not lower your standards and let them get to you. You know who your true friends are.
Bless you and stay strong!!! |
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mizuzinkaholik
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 11:30 |
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>Life's too short for negative energy...Positive all the way! Keep on, You rule!
Thank you so much.... I will not let the man get me down! |
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texasbodyart
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 11:24 |
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>I'm heartbroken that anyone could be so terribly mean. I love you dearly, my children adore you. You are an inspiration to so many, I'm so sad that this has happened, yet at the same time it serves to remind us all just how beautiful you are inside and out. That you are strong enough to take someone elses hate/ jealousy and find the silver lining and use it to inspire and promote good and beautiful things! My family will support you no matter what! You continue to be a role model for our young girls that they can be beautiful in their own skin! Even to some of us older girls who seem to have forgotten their beauty somewhere along this road called life....you've helped so many find threads of grace and weave them into blankets of confidence that we can proudly wear for the rest of our lives! I love the person you are & I will support you in anyway I can~ you just say the word! Hugs and kisses!
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YOU TELL IT GIRL.
We are on the hunt for the culprit.
They threatened her on my studio phone...........
Stupid fucks hahahahaha |
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BttrflyPrincess
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 11:21 |
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I'm heartbroken that anyone could be so terribly mean. I love you dearly, my children adore you. You are an inspiration to so many, I'm so sad that this has happened, yet at the same time it serves to remind us all just how beautiful you are inside and out. That you are strong enough to take someone elses hate/ jealousy and find the silver lining and use it to inspire and promote good and beautiful things! My family will support you no matter what! You continue to be a role model for our young girls that they can be beautiful in their own skin! Even to some of us older girls who seem to have forgotten their beauty somewhere along this road called life....you've helped so many find threads of grace and weave them into blankets of confidence that we can proudly wear for the rest of our lives! I love the person you are & I will support you in anyway I can~ you just say the word! Hugs and kisses!
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SterileSteve
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 11:21 |
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| Life's too short for negative energy...Positive all the way! Keep on, You rule! |
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hbchayne
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 11:08 |
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Hey....Sorry that all that happened to ya! :O(
Jealousy is a strange thing & will eat some people alive!!
You keep rockin' & doing what you do...Have a great day! |
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johnnyjackson
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 11:02 |
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| TRACE and file........... |
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MissHell666
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| Posted: Thu May 31, 2007 10:53 |
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